Mom couldn't even be the one that gave it to me, I had to get it from some sleazy dirtbag lawyer that was in on the whole thing. Not once did they let me see her before or after, and I hate that I couldn't tell her everything was going to be alright.

[ she didn't know whether she believed if everything would be alright or not. but she was determined to change things with her own will in any case ]

Yeah, I think I got more of an idea of how bad it really was when you actually showed up to bust me out... You told me a few things, but time was running short given the situation and all.

I'd like to think that while we're here we could... just be, you know?